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She felt absolutely crushed, aShe felt absolutely crushed, as if someone had taken a knife to her heart and twitched it around repeatedly. The kiss was nothing like she had imagined it would be, it was short and just.. -wrong-! She touched her lips with her fingertips, trying to remember the feel of his mouth so close to her own. She shivered, and cringed with disgust. Why would he say such a thing and then kiss her, she couldn't make sense of it.
He was angry with her now, she knew it and the feeling of guilt weighed heavy on her. She questioned herself, had she overreacted, was it all just in her head.
She tugged on her sleeves, unable to control the emotions which kept building up inside of her, she could feel the salty taste of tears on her lips, but for once she did not care who noticed.
The words kept repeating within her mind, "I like you too, but I like her more" then the memory of the kiss forced on her lips.
She cried out in anger, her fists slamming down at the ground.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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